Thursday, March 19, 2009

Coming Full Circle



Today was a great day, the sun was shining and I got to take my daughter on a fieldtrip, my fiance had some great news and I got so much done at work. All this did was show me that I should never give up on life. Sometimes things get so hard but your blessings are always around the corner. The way I see it's always when the storm is the loudest that you know the sun is coming. I have been up and down for years and I'm ready to live my life. With you for me who can be against me? The way I feel right now I didnt feel 5 days ago. You bring me ever renewing hope!

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Theres a time for everything..Even the bad stuff

Sometimes I wish things turned out the way I want when I want. That doesnt always happen and you are showing me that it's ok to go through the storm as long as you are with me. I love you and I am so grateful that I can turn to you in my moments of greatest despair. I would be lost without you. Just today my heart was heavy and I was listening to a song about you and how I can cry out to you, just the song moved me into feelin better, but i know that it was your presence in the car that makes the difference. You always come right on time. Father I've had some dark moments and you know what they are, and you have never left my side. How can I ever say enough of your mercy and grace. I am truly amazed by your AWESOMENESS!!!! you might be the only one reading this blog but that's perfect because you are the one I am writing to!! I LOVE YOU! And I want the world to know it! One last thing, you are the only one who knows and understands me completely, I ask you this, protect my new beginning.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Family



God it's amazing how you work, it's through the challenges in life tha tyou give us the opportunity to give back the love you give me! Everyone has family problems, and sometimes we seem to save the worst of us for our families. Why is that? I go to work and I can be patient with every person but when it comes to the ones we love most it seems that we can't help but explode! God you are teaching me every day that it's when I am hurting the most, I can give you a small token or gesture of love by doing the right thing. I will be more patient with my loved ones because you are incredibly patient and kind to me. Thank you for this life lesson. I love you.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

I Have Hope IN all things...




So many times in my life I have felt the weight of worry and stress on my life. I have felt sad and scared and completely lost. I have failed and struggled and I have been angry and miserable. I have lost everything and everyone around me has left me feeling utterly alone. I say this as I rejoice in the fact that in all this I have never lost HOPE. This hope that only comes from you, I am not that strong a man to believe that it comes solely from within me, but through the love that you give to me. I am a man of HOPE. Whe life is at it's worst you have given me that HOPE. I love you GOD, I call you Father, the only father I have ever known. The only father I will ever need. I love you tonight my precious everything. I give you thanks because I know i am blessed beyond measure. Never let me fail to understand that. I am putting these photos as a reminder to myself that I have way more to give and offer the world than most people can ever imagine. I am not hungry, or homeless, or sick, or lost, or depressed. I have no room in my life for self pity or depression because as I look around the world I can't help but notice that I have something that they dont have every moment of the day...HOPE AND BELIEF THAT I CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON YOU!!!! THANK YOU!!!

He Was There



This is my very first entry so who knows where this will all go from here, I hope somewhere very special because this blog and future website is going to be about one thing and one thing only, LOVE FOR GOD. There will be no talk of religion here, please no theology, no verses, no books, none of that, simply share how and why you love God. I will try my best to maintain this site and hold it true to the rules. My desire is to have a site where people of all backgrounds can share openly what they feel towards the ONE that created us all. I believe that those of us who believe in a higher power have a deep need to share their love for HIM. I hope that this site can build unity, and please if you dont like this idea just move on to another website or blog that you do like. Why dont I start by simply saying, when I decided to type all of this and start this new blog in honor of HIM and in some small way express my love for HIM....He Was There. You have always been there for me even when I did not know you or acknowledge you, I love and appreciate you more than I can even even express in words and with this site and in my life I want to show you how much I love loving you and hopefully bring to people a place where they can do the same.